she was glad he was in her life again, it made her smile
it filled her heart with a joy that tried hard to hide
my love brought you back to me, he said
it made her feel so special, so alive.
and felt so much happiness that it made her feel guilty
she wasn't supposed to be happy, how could she?
and when he sensed it, he decided to go away for good
without a goodbye
she hated him so much for that and cried, then she realized
goodbyes are overrated anyway.
he thought it was the right thing to do, he didn't want to hurt her, or that's what she wanted to believe
even though she didn't hesitate much to hurt him before
people forget. life goes on. that's what she once thought
but why did he leave? couldn't he stay a little bit longer
was it gonna let her miss him less? maybe not
she accepted it or that's all she could do. she has always been ready to accept whatever happens to her.
unlike him.
she secretly waited for him to be back again
and hoped he might be reading her lines thinking of her
as she will always, always think of him
and remember him with a smile,
and a broken heart.